Yo wordLife AKA Cena, Okay, havent blog for a L…
Yo wordLife AKA Cena,
Okay, havent blog for a LONG TIME cos mi exam just over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really hope to get at least 2 distintion though this time it’s certainly harder…………
Couple of daes back i was working for Austin… at his office as well as carr4…
Life really sucks man. Before the exam at least you know i still got study to look forward to. Now it’s over, all i can is think all the idotic stuffs that well just couldnt go away man. Life sucks…
I broke down a couple of daes back. Its last Sundae i think. I woke up and i just broke up… I called Jo, Shir(only Jo took the phone) cos i frantically needed sumone to talk to you know… I even called Soon Teck… I dun know wat came over mi man… I guess its becos of getting no reply for 4 phonecalls and 10 smses to sumone… You know wat… anyway i really really just virtually and actually snap okay…. I really snap loh…
wat the hell… Mi jsut want to say sorri, to whoever is reading this… I know that u know, my stupid heck care attitude to Lena, Soon Teck, Limei etc etc is making people hate mi loh… It’s like, i dun know why i did all that, things like ignoring you guys, apparently refusing to talk to you all… Actually, I really wan to just smile and just like before. Honest. That’s wat i wan. But, i cant. Maybe i am slightly mentally ill or unstable or sumthing whenever i see her… Hiaz. I just want to say sorri. That’s all. Especially to Hui Peng. Cos i guess i bring NOTHING but sadness to your life. I dun deserve you, nor do i deserve you treating me good. Cos i ask myself, when was the last time i treat you good? When is the last time we actually smile and talk happily. On 27-Feb-04, i sent you home and well u said that i gave you a veri sweet day. Haha. When was the last time i gave you a sweet dae after that? I cant even remember…
Which is why its time to move on, Kit. You cannot give her happiness like those dae wat… Hee. Now, u know, she dosnt even seem to care if u were there for her or not… shec proberby got sum handsome dating her. Who knows, rite? All i know for certain is that i can never give her any happiness anymore. Even if i wan to, she has alreadi close the door. No more chance. Hee.
I am just sorry. I dun know wat to say. I just wan to say sorri… Btw thanz Jo, thanz dude. You are there for mi… Haha. Hope one dae( sch reopening! got more guys:) ) you will find that special one. Hee
Also, hey, Ronny, if u are reading this, i just wan to tell you that i hope you guys, Pan you all, pls dun put sumthing into my food again like the way you guys play mi out during the chalet. If i did sumting wrong that make you guys detest mi, then i am sorri, okay? I am sorri. Maybe i was too arrogant in class or sumthing, speaking too direct and all… But i just want you guys to know, I am sorri and u guys rocks… Will alway stay in my heart as few of the best pals i ever have….
That’s all. Need to go now, cos my OGL camp is starting at 12pm. Hee. See ya.
BTW, Hui Peng, Haiz, i Still miss you.
wordlife 4ever,
kitty fanny
kit fan
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