The missing piece in my life

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Short Talk: This post is written becos Suchi and Janice wanted a post bout wat’s my missing piece in my life and they wrote one bout themselves too.. so here goes.
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I am a fucking ordinary guy who nvr kiss b4, let alone fuck.

Basically, U can call me one of those “okay” guy to be friend with, but too wussy to be boyfriend type. GALS LIKE MACHOS LIKE ART (see previous entry) not wussy like me.

I am short, at 165 cm. Alreadi in history 2 gals who USED TO BE (now no more)interested in me told me that. One smsed, “You’re nice. a little short thou. but nice. charming smile u have. hee.” LOL. Wats’ the use of a smile when u are short eh?

A pre-shanghai me

I am rude at times, unwitty at most, stupid at some, irritating and basically a lousy person to hold conversation with.

So that is not ONE missing piece in my life… There are lot of missing pieces. Gazillions.

Gracie used to use this msn nick – “The greatest thing in life is to love and be loved.”

Looks like I nvr tasted the “greatest thing in life”. But then again, my mum loves me and i love her. Other than that, I am a loser in love.

Is that the missing piece?

erm…..

I love my mic!

How bout this theory I read from pat’s blog long ago?

U see, humans live their lives like a puzzle. Each thing, each memory they owns becomes a part of that puzzle…

Slowly their puzzle grew bigger and bigger, and wham, one dae they realise THEY GOT A damn MISSING piece. They then forsakes their alreadi owned puzzle pieces in search for that MISSING piece.

But they forgotten to GLUE their old pieces together… while Searching for that MISSING piece, one by one the old pieces fall out of place and slowly – The whole puzzle falls apart, torn.

See, it’s not wat u miss in life tat’s important. I dun have a lot. Money, sex, gals, love, talents, i dun have them all… but it’s not that missing pieces that matters. It’s wat i have NOW.

Hope u understand…

Rock on.

~ by eclecticderby on October 30, 2005.